Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-13615389-20150102013629/@comment-29559990-20150103045300

(Lemme address this real quick. Let this be the last time we address it.)

(First, don't beat yourself up over this. This is partially my fault, and I'll get to that. It's not that I'm infuriated by this, I'm just really disappointed. I'm just feeling really useless right now. I've been going back over these RP's I've been in, and I've noticed a similar pattern: They have one moment of something, they screw it up, fade into obscurity. Ravos had one moment where he made that daedra thing stronger, and he became useless. Kazrris had 3 moments where he got the crap knocked out of him, his ideals shut down, and scolded in that love triangle thing, and he became useless. Ja'Keil was a messy train wreck. Re'Ald (if you remember that big brute from the seraphim.) got shot down before he could even begin. Utahsi was pretty much non-existent up until the end. and now Denon get's the same. One moment, and back into uselessness.

Don't take this as begging for you to make me useful or get some respect. If I don't earn it then I don't earn it, and I don't want to take the "feel pity for the poor daedra" route. I just wish I could do one thing right for once without resorting to funny OOC jokes to make myself feel relavent.)

(Sorry for hijacking this thing, Fishy. I wasn't intending on becoming the Drama King tonight. I'll let you all get back to it. I guess i'll stick around here and delete my earlier comments.)