Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-24376253-20140817142759/@comment-5583506-20140825011428

Miraak Obama wrote: "Wait, so she can basically take you over entirely?" He asked. Once again she nodded. "Yes. As I said earlier, I had to experience that the hard way." She blushed with a worrying expression. "That's how I lost my... uhm, purity? Carmilla had this wild idea where she believed I was getting a little too lonely, so she took me over and started flirting with a man at the local tavern. One thing led to another..."

She shook her head. "You would think that my worst memory is that of my father dying, but no, my worst memory is of that very night. You see, when she takes me over, I am still present, but no longer in control over myself. It is like I am merely an observer. So, in other words, it was Carmilla who bedded that man, but I was there as well, uncapable of stopping it. It was more like a rape, if you can imagine. A rape carried out by myself upon myself..."