Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-25101508-20140927032239/@comment-29458028-20141009125245

(I am trying to make Felrion live a normal life XD. Long one coming up, which is more backstory, explaining why Sorin wants to kill Felrion.)

"I don't know how to say that. Perhaps I need someone to talk to, but I cannot talk freely. In fact, many evil things I have done across the 69 years I have lived upon this world will continue to haunt me" said Felrion, in his moment of weakness. (He isn't a sociopath like Sorin)

"My business is a sordid one. I really don't want to bore you with the details, but to get where I am today, I have committed unspeakable amounts of sin."

Felrion said, rather sadly "only one thing I would like to say. Let me tell you a short story."

"About 30 years ago, an elf met a redguard vampire, who taught him great many skills, hoping the elf could use the skills to build a normal life. The elf was bullied his entire life for being poor and of a lower class. He repaid his tomentors in kind."

"The elf and his master equlibriated in power. Eight years ago the master begged the elf for help. In his frenzy for blood, he accidentally killed a girl. The problem was, she was the lover of the nearly mythical Battlemage Sorin Steelfang, at that time unknown, probably still unknown now."

"Bloody revenge visited them. The elf reassured his friend that is was just another angry boyfriend seeking death. Sorin came and slashed the friend to a bleedout, while a Tsaesci looked on. The Tsaesci commended Sorin for it and killed the friend."

"The elf ran, like the coward he was. He used his skills and wits to earn lots of money. He trained daily to be better. In the end, when the elf faced Sorin, he nearly died to a storm of magic and blades. The wounds sustained would affect him forever."

"To this day, the elf does not forget, he does not forgive, but he knows that there are limits. To kill Sorin, he sent three friends, all skilled assassins, but now he mourns their loss."

"Yes, the elf is me. I crave revenge, but I cannot get it. I can only regret my decisions. If I had just reprimanded my former master, perhaps it would not have reached this stage, perhaps Sorin would not hunt me. The city of Solitude is perhaps the only place he will not venture, to claim my soul. Every day, I can only fear the darkness that will come to take me."

"Perhaps, Jana, after you hear this, you will come to hate me, I don't know. Perhaps you might even kick me out, but I have to get this secret off my chest. I am an elf who desires veangence for his friend."

(Does this make Felrion look like a fallen hero? He still won't admit he's an assassin though...)