Board Thread:Skyrim/@comment-10207438-20130605182139/@comment-8248675-20131221200352

Thank you for your support Sonja and Coppermantis. I begining feeling better now, still hoping she will be back with me sometime, but it feels less painful to let her go if I must do that to stay friends with her. She said she would want me still in her life in one way or another, but me asking her to think everything over constantly, makes her like me less and less. I decided to let her have her space and just wait for divorce to take place. People tell me that divorce can be just a formality, what we feel about each other at this point, doesn't have to change. She loves me still as a best friend and a brother, just not like wife (or so she says). This other person seemed to be helping her a lot at the given point, she isn't depressed all the time and starting to feel better about herself now. As hard as I tried, ever since her uncle died 2 years ago, I couldn't convince her to feel better about herself and try to climb out of that deeper depression.

As far as character like Heimsker, there are a couple, they just don't preatch so vocally and they are located in the old Holds. There is a priestess of Talos in Riften, the wife of Snow-Shod and there is a couple in Windhelm that take care of Temple of Talos, the only other temple to Talos besides the closed one in Markarth. You know it would be nice if they would give you some power for doing quest of Kynareth, just like the quests of Mara and Dibella. I guess it is understandable that there is no Talos' quest, since officially no one worships him, but there should have been one in Windhelm in my opinon.

I believe the reason they don't want to have killable children in vanilla version, is because they consider it immoral. I think that was the reason they didn't had children in Morrowind and Oblivion, didn't want to deal with complains about violence against children if they happened to be killed. So when they made Skyrim, they decided to make them invincible. And Jarls supposed to be too important to be killed, although I say that they should have let you become a Jarl yourself. I mean in Shivering Isles DLC, you could become Deadric Prince and a ruler of the Isles. I guess in Skyrim, they sort of have something like that if you become a Vampire Lord and complete Dawnguard Questline. You can feel as a ruler of your own Domain as a ruler of Castle Volkihar.