Board Thread:Roleplaying/@comment-3293219-20141012162512/@comment-5583506-20141017003710

Myling continued on her path and headed towards the coastline. Maybe the Umbramancer wouldn't follow her if she was close to water. Who was she trying to fool? The Umbramancer almost managed to drown her again once back in Riften. If it hadn't been for Rowan...

She shook her head, trying to get him out of her head. She was just hurting herself thinking about him and she was pretty sure that he would not even appreciate her thinking about him. Yet, it was hard. Rowan had replaced the memories of her fiancé, this she knew, but what was she supposed to do about it?

It felt so unfair that he held her to blame for everything. She didn't ask to be killed and become a ghost. She didn't ask to be chased by some otherworldly being. She didn't ask to lose half of her memories from better times. He hadn't been forced to follow her all the way to Maiden's Rest. He could have left whenever he wanted and maybe the Umbramancer wouldn't have picked an interest in him.

She realised she was probably doing the same thing Rowan was doing in the same moment. She was trying to pin the guilt on him while he was trying to pin it on her. The only thing to blame in this cruel world was an unfortunate stroke of fate and events...