• 00:14:39: Atvelonis: Alright thanks
  • 00:14:53: Atvelonis: I have another if you have the time
  • 00:17:35: RenzXVI: What is it?
  • 00:18:05: Atvelonis: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Special:WhatLinksHere/Fireball
  • 00:18:20: Atvelonis: Same idea, either ([[]]Skyrim) or (Legends)
  • 00:18:24: Chillv64: Oh god, I just had my first mental breakdown
  • 00:18:36: Atvelonis: wait, wrong page
  • 00:18:45: Atvelonis: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/Special:WhatLinksHere/Firebolt
  • 00:18:51: Atvelonis: Firebolt, not fireball renz
  • 00:19:32: Atvelonis: Fireball still needs disambiguation though
  • 00:20:28: Chillv64: There's currently a chair I had to ducktape back together because earlier today I had a rampage and slammed it into the floor until parts got loose and a leg broke
  • 00:21:23: Chillv64: I'm considering seeking therapy
  • 00:21:39: Atvelonis: mmm
  • 00:21:45: Atvelonis: That would be sensible
  • 00:23:02: RenzXVI: I don't think duct tape is good.
  • 00:24:25: Chillv64: I wasn't expecting that to even happen. I thought that's only something that happens on TV for dramatization
  • 00:26:09: Chillv64: Well, I dom't sit on the chair, I only put stuff on it like books
  • 00:27:00: RenzXVI: Well, I don't curse and I never get mad and I am actually one of the nicest people regardless of people never expecting it. :p Then I got mad for the first time ever and threatened to kill the person in front of everyone. XD
  • 00:27:41: RenzXVI: Emotions are funny
  • 00:29:35: Chillv64: Are people normally strong enough to do that or is that just me?
  • 00:30:23: RenzXVI: Chairs aren't indestructible and people in distress are stronger than usual from the adrenaline.
  • 00:30:35: Chillv64: It may have been due to my anger during that time, as I've heard during andrenaline responses, your body sometime
  • 00:30:51: Chillv64: damn, ninja'd
  • 00:31:24: Chillv64: I am afraid to tell a counselor because I don't want to take meds
  • 00:32:00: Atvelonis: If you're destroying furniture for no reason I think meds are not necessarily a bad idea
  • 00:33:39: RenzXVI: No one should ever lie or hold anything back from counselors etc.
  • 00:33:46: RenzXVI: Or there would be no point
  • 00:34:13: Chillv64: well... it wasn't really no reason...
  • 00:35:24: Chillv64: You see, basically it started from an argumemt I had with my parents that escalated into a rampage. Although the argument wasn't even the root of the reason, more like 10%
  • 00:36:35: Chillv64: Basically, there is some trauma from them I have that I never bothered to talk about. Yesterday it came up, anf I had some violent resentful thoughts towards them that scared me and I surpressed and went to bed
  • 00:37:07: Atvelonis: Talk to a therapist
  • 00:37:15: Atvelonis: They're trained professionals. We aren't
  • 00:37:36: Chillv64: Or I could go to Dr. Phil XD
  • 00:37:37: Chillv64: jk
  • 00:37:57: Chillv64: Yeah, I'll go to a therapist, I was just explaining
  • 00:38:13: Chillv64: My school has a counselor, so that would be a good start.
  • 00:38:22: RenzXVI: That trauma thing makes more sense, I was about to say you might not even be sure if it counts as a real breakdown.
  • 00:39:09: Chillv64: The argument triggered the trauma, somethimg about the words they said or some shit
  • 00:39:29: Chillv64: Btw, this isn't like a "triggered" kinda thing like SJWs
  • 00:39:53: Chillv64: I mean as in like psychological kind
  • 00:41:20: RenzXVI: I think intense SJW crap also needs therapy. :p
  • 00:42:02: Chillv64: oh yeah, them
  • 00:45:31: KINMUNE: Hello there, The Crusader of Truth!
  • 00:45:43: Chillv64: Also, btw this is actually the first time I broke any furniture
  • 00:46:00: Chillv64: Oh wait, that would be a bad sign XD
  • 00:46:09: The Crusader of Truth: The first time is always the best (Y)
  • 00:46:35: Chillv64: Um... this is talking about mental illness so no XD
  • 00:48:00: The Crusader of Truth: Sorry Im just a wee bit more off key than usual
  • 00:48:17: Chillv64: It did remind me of Jerry Springer, rage videos and drama on reality shows
  • 00:49:05: Chillv64: although tbh, I think stuff on JS and reality shows are either staged or showing out frim being on TV
  • 00:49:18: RenzXVI: I am supposed to be working now but my work didn't notify me if they want me to go in... Oh well, I have an excuse not to work. XD
  • 00:52:20: Chillv64: I actually started having rampages from 12 years old. At first my parents thought it was just me being spoiled however tbh that started to not make sense as I got older and considering the circumstances
  • 00:54:23: Chillv64: But there is something funny about it
  • 00:54:35: RenzXVI: My only recurring problem since I was young was when I get used to isolation, I try to prolong it.
  • 00:54:47: Chillv64: They think I'm being possessed by demons or some shit
  • 00:55:07: RenzXVI: That's common for religious people. :p
  • 00:55:49: Chillv64: Well, I'll find out if I ever say shit like "you mother sucks ***** in hell"
  • 00:56:06: Chillv64: XD
  • 00:56:42: RenzXVI: You need to spin your heard 360 degrees and then vomit pea-soup green.
  • 00:57:32: Chillv64: LMFAO literally
  • 00:58:12: Chillv64: I foun
  • 00:58:45: Chillv64: Religion personally between me and them is what also made trauma irronically
  • 00:59:27: Chillv64: Infact, the main thing that set the bomb off was when they said something religious aimed towards me.
  • 01:01:20: Chillv64: Oh god, the story is about me and my parents is long. I think maybe Xep and Nekyn might know about it if you are interested, as long time ago I gave my whole life story in German chat
  • 01:02:20: Chillv64: As well as this conversation about this incident earlier this afternoon.
  • 01:03:21: Chillv64: I was essentially told to just fuck off with them regardless, knowing my situation. That might not be bad advice, but therapy should be in order
  • 01:06:46: KINMUNE: Hello there, Chillv64!
  • 01:20:40: KINMUNE: Hello there, RenzXVI!
  • 01:28:03: KINMUNE: Hello there, Ralvz'jeshka Shakaraph!
  • 01:41:34: KINMUNE: Hello there, Qstlijku!
  • 04:20:55: KINMUNE: Hello there, A Fish Face!
  • 06:08:56: KINMUNE: Hello there, Qahnaarin1997!
  • 10:07:13: KINMUNE: Hello there, The Beautiful Princess Ashley!
  • 10:09:01: RenzXVI: Hi
  • 10:09:20: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: hi
  • 10:09:35: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: why aren't you on blitzbear's wiki?
  • 10:09:56: RenzXVI: I am. O_o
  • 10:10:28: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: only be, blitz, qahn and yeti are there
  • 10:10:32: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: me*
  • 10:10:40: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: you aren't there
  • 10:10:55: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: now you are there
  • 10:11:12: RenzXVI: I must've frozen
  • 11:39:38: KINMUNE: Hello there, Atvelonis!
  • 11:39:45: Atvelonis: http://elderscrolls.wikia.com/wiki/User_blog:Springteufel/First_wiki_videos:_an_open_invitation_to_edit_script?useskin=oasis
  • 14:06:52: KINMUNE: Hello there, Krystula!
  • 14:52:40: Ralvz'jeshka Shakaraph: Hej
  • 15:55:40: KINMUNE: Hello there, DemonRapArtist!
  • 15:55:47: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: hi
  • 15:56:01: DemonRapArtist: Did it happen? Everything looks so different.
  • 15:57:15: RenzXVI: The what?
  • 15:57:30: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: did what happen?
  • 15:57:38: DemonRapArtist: The Merge.
  • 15:58:24: RenzXVI: Nope.
  • 15:58:28: RenzXVI: I don't see anything different
  • 15:58:40: DemonRapArtist: ...
  • 15:58:41: RenzXVI: THe chat thing?
  • 15:58:46: DemonRapArtist: Yee
  • 15:58:46: RenzXVI: That's been a week ago.
  • 15:59:01: DemonRapArtist: I'm terrified of whats to come.
  • 16:01:37: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: the merge will be bad. let's hope it does not destroy the wiki.
  • 16:03:05: DemonRapArtist: I can already see the week old fights about Skyrim being the best TES. The hordes of emotionally insecure idiots complaining about how the mods and admins are oppressing because they're not free to talk about whatever they want even though they're breaking the guidelines (which I bet my kidneys they won't bother reading). The armies of "trolls" who will any everyone to the point that they will leave. Dark times lie ahead.
  • 16:03:33: DemonRapArtist: * annoy
  • 16:44:58: KINMUNE: Hello there, Tullin!
  • 16:45:43: Tullin: hey guys
  • 17:21:54: RenzXVI: hi
  • 17:22:00: RenzXVI: Y U no blitzchat?
  • 17:56:20: KINMUNE: Hello there, Xeperos Septime!
  • 17:56:29: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: hi
  • 17:56:35: Xeperos Septime: didn't wanna join chat o/
  • 18:16:05: RenzXVI: lol
  • 19:00:47: Minstrel z lutnią: o/
  • 19:52:10: KINMUNE: Hello there, KaiserArenWalter!
  • 20:11:07: The Crusader of Truth: o/
  • 20:21:12: The Crusader of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYsYHf0YdtA o shit
  • 20:21:14: KINMUNE: Skyrim 2 - Official Trailer 2 2015 [NEW]
  • 20:24:24: RenzXVI: 2015 isn't new.
  • 20:29:09: The Crusader of Truth: Exactly the games almost out and no one has noticed
  • 20:31:04: RenzXVI: I heard they will have a DLC titled "The Elder Scrolls VI: Skyrim 2; Dawnguard 2."
  • 20:32:26: The Crusader of Truth: Its amazing no
  • 20:34:49: RenzXVI: Someone was juggling on live stream and asked his crowd what they wanted him to juggle. Someone was being generic and said a chainsaw, someone went even lamer and said 2 chainsaws... Before someone could make it worse by saying 3 chainsaws, I was gonna comment on it but before I could type, someone said "Cant you guys suggest something more pleasant, something cute and cuddly", so I said "2 chainsaws and a puppy!". The viewers either found it really funny or extremely disturbing. Lol When your suggestion backfires badly. XD
  • 20:35:11: RenzXVI: What could you juggle that was cute and cuddly anyway? Teddy bears? I doubt that would work. :p
  • 20:35:38: The Crusader of Truth: It sounds like a great idea compared to chainsaws in terms of your own safety
  • 20:36:11: RenzXVI: You need something with weight to juggle.
  • 20:36:28: RenzXVI: I guess teddy bears can be heavy if they had something in them.
  • 20:36:38: RenzXVI: Chainsaws. XD
  • 20:44:24: KINMUNE: Hello there, Lord Komisarz Kriegu!
  • 20:45:03: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Hi
  • 20:47:36: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Are there any books based on TeS?
  • 20:56:48: The Crusader of Truth: Yeah actually
  • 20:57:12: The Crusader of Truth: [[Lord of Souls]]
  • 20:57:12: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: How many?
  • 20:57:21: The Crusader of Truth: 2 Novels
  • 20:57:27: The Crusader of Truth: And a couple of other game resources
  • 20:57:41: The Crusader of Truth: [[The Infernal City]] was the other novel
  • 20:58:04: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Did you read them?
  • 20:58:23: The Crusader of Truth: I started the infernal city, it was decent but I had other things to do so I dropped it
  • 20:58:34: The Crusader of Truth: I can look you up with online copies if you're interested?
  • 20:59:34: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: No but thank you anyway
  • 20:59:38: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: I prefer paper
  • 20:59:44: KINMUNE: Hello there, NukaTurtle!
  • 21:02:23: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Meh, unfortunately i don't see these in my language
  • 21:03:35: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Hi
  • 21:05:49: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: At least there is plenty books fro m wh40k
  • 21:11:49: KINMUNE: Hello there, Kharlez!
  • 21:11:51: Kharlez: hi
  • 21:12:20: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Hi
  • 21:15:40: Qahnaarin1997: Hello.
  • 21:16:32: Qahnaarin1997: Hey Cru
  • 21:16:35: Qahnaarin1997: Crus*
  • 21:16:43: Qahnaarin1997: o/
  • 21:42:56: Qahnaarin1997: Crusader
  • 21:51:02: Qahnaarin1997: Nuka, stop joining and leaving
  • 21:54:17: Qahnaarin1997: WHat the fuck?
  • 21:55:49: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Exorcism requires
  • 21:55:55: Lord Komisarz Kriegu: Required*
  • 21:56:32: Qahnaarin1997: Good thing I'm playing the Witcher 3 xD
  • 22:00:30: Qahnaarin1997: Nuka, stop joining and leaving
  • 22:06:42: Qahnaarin1997: Hey Atvel
  • 22:06:45: Atvelonis: hey
  • 22:06:46: The Crusader of Truth: o/
  • 22:06:51: KINMUNE: Hello there, SheograthCH33SE!
  • 22:06:55: The Crusader of Truth: Sorry bout that Qah my PC decided it didnt like you
  • 22:06:58: Qahnaarin1997: Nuka is spaming the joining and leaving, and it won't let me kick him
  • 22:07:10: SheograthCH33SE: Hmm
  • 22:07:41: SheograthCH33SE: Same here
  • 22:07:59: Atvelonis: No result
  • 22:08:08: Atvelonis: probably a bug
  • 22:08:12: Atvelonis: [[Special:Contact/bug]] qahn
  • 22:08:52: SheograthCH33SE: Curse ye olde bug
  • 22:08:54: The Crusader of Truth: Hmm letme try
  • 22:08:58: The Crusader of Truth: o wait
  • 22:09:29: The Crusader of Truth: *crippling depression intensifies*
  • 22:30:56: KINMUNE: Hello there, Kora Stormblade!
  • 22:31:23: Qahnaarin1997: Hey Kora.
  • 22:31:29: Kora Stormblade: hi
  • 22:31:51: Kora Stormblade: not gonna stay long just wanted to check if you got the kick thing handled
  • 22:32:16: Kora Stormblade: bbl o/
  • 23:08:48: The Crusader of Truth: o/
  • 23:11:10: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: hi
  • 23:13:03: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: it's 01:12 and i should really get to bed, yet i felt the need to join this chat
  • 23:17:17: The Crusader of Truth: Its 7:17, and I have no life and I felt the need to join this chat too
  • 23:17:22: The Crusader of Truth: We're doing great m8
  • 23:19:31: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: lol
  • 23:20:23: The Crusader of Truth: I feel like in real life we'd be horrible friends for some reason though
  • 23:21:19: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: how so?
  • 23:22:25: The Crusader of Truth: I don't know I just have that feeling
  • 23:22:46: The Crusader of Truth: Although I can think that our views aren't exactly the same, thats not why Im guessing that
  • 23:24:13: The Beautiful Princess Ashley: very few people share the exact same views on everything
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